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    Sunday, April 25, 2010

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    ''sila tggu di waiting room''
    kalo laa ada org ckp menda ni kt ku bila ku tgh tggu sumtink important decision...
    kalo laa semua benda yg kita kna tggu ada waiting room kn best?

    pnantian mmg menyiksakan...
    aku ni x brapa sabar..
    padahal ALLAH S.W.T sygkn hambanya yg penyabar..
    awat laa ku jd cmni?
    kalo ada waiting room..xda laa ku nya jantung "dup..dap..dup..dap" cam sekarang...
    aduiiii...mngeluh lagi...dh sepetang aku pk..

    pk smpai sakit pala...pk smpai dahi berkerut2...
    nk kna wat cmne ni??

    ....huhuhu....
    should i cry??
    hidup dipenuhi kesedihan

    aduii...

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    mengeluh...
    harini aku byk mngeluh..
    org tua2 ckp xelok mngeluh..
    allah x suka hambanya mngeluh..

    what should i do??
    almost over 1week aku rs cmni..
    and aku mmg rs bersalah..
    felt like i'm betraying my precious fren...
    really2 sorry...
    i didnt meant it...
    now i'm feeling like loosing u...
    now i really dunno what to do..
    it seems like u dont wanna talk with me...
    is it really my fault..?
    or i over react?

    oh my god...
    sdey..moody...geram....

    oNce UpoN a Time

    Saturday, April 24, 2010

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    this is my first post in english...
    actually...my english is not very good...
    i think...my english kind of direct translation from malay..
    hehehe..anyway, i just wanna try to write in english..
    almost one week i felt quite lonely..
    i think i did something wrong..
    but i cant go back to the past to undo my mistake...

    hmmm...so, what can i do?
    i hope time will heal everything..
    i should take this situation as a lesson to me..

    when i think over and over again...
    i always did the same mistake..
    huhuhu...i should become more matured...
    please3...wake up!!

    i have too many mistake..
    time to 'muhasabah'..
    hope i can become a new person...
    hope i will not betray someone..
    hope everyone can forgive me...
    hope i die in peace~
    Monday, April 19, 2010

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    OSshhh...

    operational safety & health.........
    dh lama kot x jwb exam...
    1st question blank...
    2nd question blank gk...
    otak blank....otomatik kertas pon cm blank paper laa..
    tulis no soalan jaa...

    huhuhu..ibuu....abahhh...
    maafkan daku kerana xdapat jd anak yg bijak..
    nmpk sgt kurang effort nih...


    ~still dlm mood frust~

    habis madu sepah dibuang

    Sunday, April 18, 2010

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    dh 1 week..
    almost 1 week..
    i felt like i'm honey...
    honey yg telah disedut2..
    pastu sepahnya dibuang2...
    perlukah aku trus mnjadi sepah sehingga ujung waktu..?



    huhuhu...
    knapa aku rs cmni??
    mgkin sbb seseorg yg muncul dlm hidup si dia..
    mungkin ssh utk diriku menerima kemunculan org itu...
    mungkin org itu juga ssh utk menerima diriku...

    wahai diriku...
    aku perlu berubah..
    berubah menjadi org yg sentiasa boleh mnerima perubahan..
    berubah menjadi seorang yg boleh membawa cahaya kepada semua org...
    berubah menjadi seorang yg boleh diterima oleh semua org..


    insya allah...
    aja2..fighting..!!

    KoMbinasi

    Wednesday, April 14, 2010

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    bleh dikatakan kombinasi yang jarang berlaku..
    hehehe..x pnah berlaku pon..
    3bijik kereta berkonvoi p makan...
    di gelas besar...

    pastu...smbung p karoke...nyanyi2..melalak..
    mcm2 expression muka...
    feeling gla...
    haha...tp ad sorg x masuk nyanyi...
    so..perjalanan ditruskan ke TC...
    cian ye...dopleh berhibur lg...
    huhu..duk lepak TC...
    duk ja..xwat pape pon..
    tp xtahu laa ape yg best kt TC..
    every time aku p...misti rs tenang..
    even duk tgk laut ja..
    (^_^)
    hmmm..1st time kuar ngn dak2 laki yg ramai..
    mula2..janggal..pelik...xslesa...
    lama2..ok laa..not bad..
    cuma xtau nk sembang apa kot...
    pape pon..smlm...enjoy....!!
    da lama x karok..dpt konker 1 lgu pon dh ok..(tggl kenangan)
    hihihi...anyway...thanks kwn2...

    seronok gk kuar ramai2...
    hope kita leh wat family day utk bkb 1 day...(harapan je nih)
    weee~~
    ..adios..

    kapel..?

    Tuesday, April 13, 2010

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    kapel...atau ejaan btolnya couple...
    membawa erti...berpasangan..
    mmg lumrah org nk kapel2 nih..
    tp..aku x berkenan laa..
    xnmpk sbrg kebaikan pon...

    1 ja soklan aku...awat bla kapel...pasangan lebih penting dr membe..
    padahal...knal membe lg lama dr knal pasangan...
    huhuhu...mungkinkah diri ini jeles krna tiada pasangan..
    mungkin2....

    ntah aa wei...xsukaa..xsukaa...xsukaaaa..

    i hate myself when i'm talking behind their back....
    aduiyaii...awat laa mulut ni xreti duk diam...
    iz..zip ur mouth please....

    huhuhu...k laa..dh abeh sesi luahkn perasaan terhadap diri sndiri...
    menci2...try to change urself....jgn jeles...jgn dengki...jgn kacau org bercinta...
    biarkan diriku dgn diriku...go..fighting!!

    BeLoN versus FLoweRLesS

    Monday, April 12, 2010

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    flowerless...belon...

    dua2 mempunyai permukaan yg licin ...

    dr dua dunia berbeza..tp ada sesuatu yg serupa...

    mampukah belon yg terputus tali berdikari...

    mampukah flowerless hidup bersendiri....

    GoDaaN atau PuJukan

    Sunday, April 11, 2010

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    tik tok tik tok..jam dh hampir kul 12...
    ms untuk diriku lena di ulit mimpi...
    tiba2...tok3...pntu bilik ku diketuk2..
    hahaha..suha rupanya...
    adegan pujuk memujuk dimulakan..
    suha mula menggoda2 ajak kluar..
    hehehe..lawak btol..dh puas menepis godaan nasuha..

    lastly..tewas gk...



    akhirnya..kul 12 br kua..
    aku..hana..suha..dan yan..
    1 kombinasi yg jarang berlaku...
    hihihi...

    tp perjalanan mcm x restui...hehe..cmna nk dpt restu kalo x mntk izin ibu..
    ujan lebat bla smpai kt TC..smntara nk tggu ujan reda..kami duk lam mcD dlu..
    mkn2...gmokkn bdn...huhu..(bdn dh originally gmok)..
    bla ujan dh x brapa nk trn..kami p duk tepi pntai...
    mkn buah tembikai susu...(mkn lg)..hana ckp..sarul bg..
    thanks sarul..sleeping mat pon sarulnya gk..
    tengkiu2..


    tgh duk baring2 pnuh keseronokan..
    ujan mula minitis2..
    adess...potong stim btoi..
    so..we decided nk blk..
    kul 3 br smpai ump...
    smpai ja dpn bilik...pntu lak knci..
    ape kes laa duk knci pntu..
    seb bek ku bwk knci..
    fuhh..tros tdo...zZzzzZZzzz
    Thursday, April 8, 2010

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    Trans Cameron


    berinchang-irau-berembun

    3 buah gunung berjaya di daki...aku pon xsangka aku leh pnjat gunung2 nih..

    bese laa..x ckup stamina...tp alhamdulillah..dpt experient yg xleh gnti ngn duet..

    best3...best sgt2..dpt knai rmai org..


    tp yg x best nya..asyik sshkn org..

    cian kak ila...poknik..wan..cd..nina..syami..esma..apis..abg2 guide..dan byk lg..

    sbb aku..sume schedule jd lmbt..

    waaa...sorry sume...


    huhu...thanks sume..sbb bg smngt...

    kalo xdak korang...mungkin aku duk bertapa kt utan nuh...

    x blk2...hehe..


    anyway...kpd org2 tertentu...nnt aku blnja..insya allah~~