FloWerleSs BaLLooN

on the second day...

planning nk wat mcm2..tp pas tgk sunset..kami tdo..heheee...truk2...byk plan yg delay..tp kebetulan ada pesta konvo kt UMT...kami pon jejln laa kt UMT...siyes UMT lg cantek pd UMP...tp mcmana pon...syukur2...ada gk UMP...

so..ptg tu kami berjln2...

pesta konvo

p muzium..tp xleh masuk sbb dh lewat

sggah solat kt msjd UDM

ad byk lg tmpt yg dilawati on the 2nd day...tp nnt laa aku cita...dh lewat..nk kna tdo dlu...heee~~

1st weekend di ump...aku mengambil 1 keputusan utk melangkah ke terengganu...salah 1 negeri yg x penah aku lawati...aku agak excited utk melancong bersama kwnku...walaupon 2 org kwn baek ku dr terengganu...aku belum pernah berjalan-jalan di sana...

kelas habis pukul 3 lebih..kami bertolak pd pukul 5.30 ptg..pada mulanya..perjalanan memang tiada halangan...dengan signboard yg amat membantu, kami dapat meneruskan perjalanan dengan selamat...bak kata pepatah 'jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan'(betul kah ni??)..tetapi matahari mula menyembunyikan diri...bulan pula sudah bersemangat mendaki untuk bersama bintang-bintang berkelipan..maka, aku dan rakanku sudah mula keliru..hehe..(sesat laa)..

tibanya kami d KT, hari dh mlm..kesesatan mula melanda...aduiyaiii...berpegang teguh kpd 'malu bertanya sesat jalan'...kami pon tanya laa penduduk tetap t'ganu...instruction yang diberikan boleh difahami(bahasa t'ganu)..tetapi...jeng3...arahan yg diberikan hanya sekerat jalan..huh..frust gak..dgn berbekalkan instinct yg kuat..kami truskan perjalanan hingga b'jmpa instructor yg ke 2..naseb baek jumpa brader nih..."u pegi strraight..u jmpe simpang 4...u straight lagi smpai jumpe simpang 3...u amik kiri...then, u jumpe simpang 3 lagi..u amik kanan...pastu u terus je smpai jmpe UMT.." (masih ku ingt kata2 brader tu...thanks bro!!)

akhirnya..smpai juga aku d umah sewa kwn ku...alhamdulillah...

oleh sbb penat sgt..kami pon tdo..credit to intan and her housemate...diorg bg kami tdo lam bilik...n diorg tdo reramai kt ruang tamu...sedey nya sbb perlu ssh kan org laen..sorry and thanks to them..

pas maen2 di tepi pntai...kami breakfast..ni alat utk mengisar ais(ABC)..

after breakfast..kami blk ke umah sewa..dan planning utk ke tmpat2 laen...i'll continue next time..ngeee~~

ms aku smpai ump 4 ari yg lalu....aku park dkt2 depan pjbt kk nih...tp aku cm blur2..cmna nk masuk bilik eh??pusing kanan..pusing kiri...suma nmpk tgga ja..so..wat2 amik lgkah bijak...konon2nya pndai bistari....aku pon jln laa smpai ujung...aik!! xda jln masuk pon...pastu ada sorg felo nih.."awk nk g mane?"..sy nk masuk bilik..tp xtau nk masuk kt mna..sy gf encik...dlm kekalutan encik tu jwb " awk pegi seblah sane"..aku pon dengan yakinnya...p laa jln blah sana plak.. al maklumlah, felo yg bg direction kn??haha..tgk2..jebonss...xdak pintu gk...serupa ja reka bentuk blah sana ngn blah cni...ms tu lam ati ni duk ngata kt felo tu laa..ada ka patot bg panduan yg salah kt ku??..smpai sesat 2 kali...seb bek laa akunya kesabaran agak tggi ms tu..so..aku amik laa langkah yang paling sempoi...telefon ahli2 bilik yg dh register...awat laa mengong sgt x p talipon awai2...hahaha...bila dpt direction yg btoi..br ku sdar..dh 2 3 kali aku lalu dpn pntu masuk ke gf...hahaahahaha...

p/s:malu bertanya sesat jln..

: tnya org yg salah sesat jln gk...

: *gf=ground floor, kk=kolej kediaman

arini 2 3 org tnya ku x sehat ka??

do i look like unhealthy??

hurm..i don't think so...

but i attracted to say that is when i don't talk a lot..people see me like i'am someone else..like i'm not being myself...my face obviously can tell the mood..i can't hide my feeling..its hard for me to pretend i like someone that i didn't like..

BUT until now, something is bothering me..

always distract me from focusing..

is this incident will continue till i die??

i dunno either it is necessary or not i could not...

should i click space bar one more time or just backspace???

setelah pkiaq punya pkiaq...

akhirnya ku plih tajuk ihsan...

ihsan tu bila kita wat something seolah2 ALLAH melihat...

kn bgus kalau suma org ada ihsan...

should i be happy or sad??

just now, on of the staff from branch something that i think those people shouldn't do it..

for my opinion...their action had made someone's else reputation...

although my characteristics are not perfect or good enough..but deep inside my heart, i still think that i have responsible here..why they cannot think that way??

huhuhu...he said "kerana nila 2 titik...rosak susu sebelanga"..

hati yg x bersih mmg x bgus..

hati rasulullah prnh dibersihkan berkali-kali...

hati aku?

dis week hatiku gundah gulana...

resah gelisah...

tidak keruan...

rs cm x tenteram ja...

kenapakah hati ku ini jd begini..?

sbb x present lg ka sbb nk kna blk ump??

aduii...x baek mengeluh..

mencinya bla perasaan jd cmni..

once people dun trust u..

u have no one to trust u anymore...

come on girl..u go girl..

at least u must trust ur self...

all will begin next week..my new lifestyle..i hope i can make it..

less talk but work a lot..hehe,directly translate (ckp sikit, keja byk)...

during this practical time, i learned something that i think i should know it earlier...

"study hard and give gift/enjoy yourself after the work hard" one of my colleagues told me that. she also told me that she is the only one her father had hope on.

i wonder?? can i change my habits??

dunia bagaikan penuh kegelapan...tetiba diriku rs kesunyian melanda bagaikan ombak menghempas dirinya ke pantai...aku sunyi..sepi..tiada kata yang mampu diungkap...

duk sorg2 kt meja yg besaq ni buatkan aku lg sepi...

during the 7th week...i have to work for the whole week...for the first time i didn't have time to relax..all my family asked me why i have to work hard??

hurm...from my point of view, we will happy if we sincere with what we do..

anyway..for both of the day...i makan cemey...hehe..

credit to en. abdul rahman..