FloWerleSs BaLLooN

assalamualaikum

arini aku tensyen...tertekan...kecewa...badmood...

sekian...

Assalamualaikum

ni gambaq dekat atas bukit UTM...1st time mai cni, kwn aku bwk nek atas...dari ats nih...boleh nampak susunan bangunan yg membentuk lambang UTM...kagum gak bila aku tgk...kira arkitek zaman dulu dah lukis pelan TERBAIK untuk membina UTM nih..

sebenarnya, aku sampai di negeri johor ni sebab ada interview...my 1st interview but i don't think i will get the job because its nearly 2 weeks and i didn't get any call. so, don't give up...just try again..(menasihati diri sendiri)..

so...after melawat interview...aku ingt nak balik kedah tros...tapi ade membe sorang ni bagi info yang ada walk in interview in Melaka..then, i decided to stop at malacca for 1 day.. but unfortunately, my friend and I did not been given opportunity to interview because they do not wan't chemical engineering background. I was very upset. they should put in their advertisement. so, to overcome our feeling, I ask my friend to show me around malacca..

Pusing2 melaka...p a famosa...muzium tldm...muzium kapal...yang laen2 x sempat p pon..

after pusing 1 melaka...aku pon nak tinggalkan selatan tanah air...terus menuju ke kl..

kat kl ni pon ada 1 lg intebiu...yg ni komfem laa x dpt..sbb kebanyakan soalan yang boss tu tanya..aku xboleh nk jawab..memang xde rezki aku kt kl la kot..

almost 1 week aku berjalan2...finally, aku pulang ke pangkuan jelapang padi...home sweet home..

last but not least..ad lg 1 intebiu...yang ni kat kedah lak...tggu punya laa lama nk intebiu...

last2..tanya 2 soalan ja..aduhai...kecewa...

apa2 pon...aku xmau menaruh harapan yang tggi..sebab bila x dpt..aku totally kecewa..so, just continue applying for another jobs...sesiapa yang ada kerja kosong tu..boleh laa roger2 aku..

yang benar,

penganggur

Assalamualaikum

post masij sebulan sekali...walaupun aku x buat apa2 dekat umah...aku still x dapat menulis banyak2...aku pon xtau sebab apa...mungkin penulisan bukan bidang aku...

sebenarnya, aku baru balik dr kl...sampai pagi tadi pukul 6...sekaranag aku dah x boleh nak tidoq sebab dah tidoq banyak dalam bas tadi...

tapi mimpi yang aku nk cerita nih...bukan aku bari mimpi tadi...aku mimpi last week...still does'nt know why i'm still thinking about that dream...dah lama aku x mimpi si dia...dan tiap2 kali aku mimpi si dia...aku akan terjmpa in real life... i hope kali ni aku x jumpa sbb i don't want to meet that person... the reason this dream become scary because, its like meeting someone that you really does'nt want to see...even though its only just a dream, but its really look real..

so, seminggu dah berlalu...and aku x terjumpa dia seperti selalu...i hope this dream tak membawa maksud apa2...

p/s: mimpi x selalunya indah...